pOuRed oUt fRom thE miNd...

2004-07-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

arts alive is over...things r getting back to normal.. ballet 6 times a week.. which isnt alot actually.. compared to holidayz.. ya.. skool is beta too.. dun ask y.. feel tt i pay more attention in class now.. ya.. but all e teachers hav changed!! tts jus not fair.. e skool damn bad.. dowan to give us gd teachers.. mr poh is such a gd math teacher n now dis weird ms ros comes in.. n e best thing is she allows us to eat in class.. like wad e hell?? i hav nv seen a teacher like tt.. ya.. but we all take advantage of it anyway.. but unfortunatly when i eat in class i dun pay attantiln.. so during math class i m like blurer dan usual.. haha.. giggles.. ya.. n now mr poh poh taches pe!! haha.. mrs yong was like.. 'check out his legs..' haha.. my pe teacher ozo not ms tan anymore.. its mrs chua.. yuck! i hate her.. first make us run five rounds.. nex she make us run six.. then all of us will b grummbling at her.. haha.. but thank god they did not change history teacher.. mdm chan rox ok!!!! ahahahaha!! i love her.. she makes classes so interesting all of us dowan to end history lesson.. hehe..

on wednesday i did not do morning run.. cuz i had tummy ach.. haha.. den i did not do pe too!!! i cant believe they can torture us like tt.. we can even walk if we r tired ok!! wad crap?? stupid praggnent lady..

had no dance e whole of dis week.. ya.. but i had ballet.. ms lee was supposed to start pointe on monday but she didnt!! then on friday she had to go for some camp so we did not get to start pointe at all!! how can rite.. hopefully we get to start pointe tmr.. on friday see hang jiejie teach us.. haha.. so fun.. but class we damn tough.. ya.. did pirouettes n beats.. tt was so fun.. we battu e changement n soubresaut.. so fun.. three changement battus n one enterchat quarte.. so fun.. i was jumping wid my arm swinging to e left n swinging to e rite.. den on sat (ytd) kelly jiejie n gwen jiejie tot us.. they reali push us so much.. then gwen jiejie had to leave half way.. ya.. during e break went to mcs.. den went up.. saw my baby stephy.. she is such a cutie pie.. haha.. den my xinyi jiejie asked me to go down to meet her to follow her go sonata.. so i went.. den we talk talk talk n class started.. when we got into e studio kel jiejie still can ask if she did not push us hard enuf.. we were all like huh?? u push us so hard.. n she was like ok.. but i reali enjoy her pushing.. i believe its all part of being a dancer.. haha.. n of course for e love of dance...

ok gtg le.. byebye... muackz..

arts alive!

2004-07-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

had arts alive on saturday.. haiz.. it was damn fun!!! woke up late tt day so i juz tk a bathe n got going.. n hapily i forgot to eat.. after tt.. was so hungry.. hahaz.. i dunno wads wrong wid me.. but i sm to kp getting hungry!! ltr eat so much n gt so fat.. cn dream bout having kelly's body.. hahaz.. neway.. e skool got in make up artist bt i doubt they r real artist.. they tk a long ten mins to juz cleanes aza's face!! we dint need them.. neway we hav bn couping by our own all this while.. yar.. sigh..

tt was e last tym we were going to have md w e sec fours.. m going to miz them so much!! gonna miz carol jiejie's jazz dance, her pretty face, n her hugz esp.. v comfy.. hehe.. gonna miz sasa's madness, her pointe work n most of all her scolding.. wa lao.. damn scary one cn.. n i'm gonna miz nicole n her crapping around.. she is damn funny.. ya.. haiya! i'll miz all o them alot n alot.. hmmmm.. yar.. things wont b so organised w/o them.. i hav onli been there for awhile bt they hav nv failed to carry out their duties well.. esp sasa.. she's a damn gd presi.. will reali miz her even thou we arnt close.. ya..

neway.. had lotsa fun doing heya.. shaking n shaking.. they all said it was good.. but i nv thought heya was nice.. i always tot heya was plain.. but who noes.. think e audience gt a gd impression bout e modern dancers.. e dance studio was damn full.. had a hard tym getting in.. n everyone was jumping q.. we were actually e first few.. but in e end we ended up in e middle o e q.. haha..

watched e third performance.. e doll dance was nice.. vanessa did her fouette turns well.. her ft work damn strong cn!!! sasa was so cute when she stood up from her ball.. n shook her ass.. haha.. think she almost started laughing.. i think.. n if i am nt wrong, there were ppl back stage giggling.. idiots.. ya.. it was reali gd la.. i mean i dun expact anithing less from my senoirs.. hehe.. lolz..

during e jazz.. my jiejie was damn cool.. she finally gt her double pirouette.. hahaz.. good job jiejie!!! hmmmm.. everything went well.. inez n pilar were also good.. but i still think my jiejie has e most style.. ya.. dunno how e hell she does it.. her line damn nice.. ya.. half way thu e dance jiejie's glow in e dark stick dropped of.. haha.. nicole ong, amanda, audery n i were like oh no no no no.. haha.. den e stick gt kicked to inez n inez accidentally kicked to me.. coz we were sitting on e floor.. hahaz.. den after tt i took it.. n atf e whole performance jiejie suddenly came up to me n grabbed it.. den coz i could not find it i gt so frantic.. but jiejie happily grabbed n went of back stage.. haha.. so funny my silly jiejie.. sigh.. reali gonna miz her.. ya..

after e whole performance walked to e coffee shop wid jiejie, nic, val n reina.. lotza sacians were there.. ya.. from there me n reina went our different ways.. ya.. reali had lotza fun.. was damn tired aft tt.. i ate dinner at twelve.. hahaz.. wad a nice hour ya.. was falling asleep during dinner.. as in eat one mouth fall sleep.. haha.. so i finished eating at one dn brush teeth n finally gt my beauty slp..

e nex day.. had tuition n i could not wake up.. hahaz.. was falling aslp during tuition..dn i received a msg from kitty.. kitty msg me to say to bring pointe shoe money.. n on sunday itself i gt my pointe sheos... haha.. love them.. tt nite i slept wid them.. haha.. ya..

juz came home from skool.. there was lunch for all performers n helpers for making e event sucessful.. so they say.. ya.. we had goodie bag too.. ya.. haha.. wad an interesting event.. too bad we dun hav this every year.. at least its nice to noe all our hrad work was nt wasted.. ya.. okiez.. gtg.. take care all.. hmmmm.. ya.. buhbye..

i cant wait to start pointe!!!!!!

2004-07-02T14:47:00.000+08:00

hihi..
suppose to b doing hw but..
wadeva..
haha..hmmm..
should try not skipping lines..

some ass is such a !@#$%^& ass..wads her damn it prob?! stupid big mouth..ok nvm..*ballet peepz..should noe hu n wad i m refering to
esp kitty miao miao..

ya..arts dead is tml..i think hey ya is prepared..but not veri clean..ya..shld b able to do well if everyone eps me,remembers our stps..haha..hmmm..so dead tired after all e practises we had during e hols until now..cant wait for tml..aft tml..everything will b over...so i cn get back to my normal skl life..had no tym to finish my skool hw..yar..n thnks to this stupid thing i cant go for ballet..two lesson leh!go to skool not onli to perform.but to hand in homework n to slave..hw cn e skool do this to us..our nice airconditioned holding rm is nw a pethetic classrm in e primary skool..wad rubbish..n they beta feed us properly..hmmm..even before e actual thing we hav to rehears again..nvm..i wanna c my jazz dance..hehe..ya..think e best part of e whole thing is staying in e holding rm n doin make up wid n for everyone..hmmm..i love my sec four seniors..will miz them so much when they leave..after arts dead hey wont b having cca wid us animore..n foundation dancers'll hav to go back to foundation dance..ya..

dunno y i feel like doing e sat nite fever dance..so sad i dd nt go for e camp..haiz..they seemed to have somuch fun..but i guess i had fun too..but definatly nt as much as those who went for e camp..n i love e camp shirt..haha..it rocks..it has e word camp in pink n it has e blck base..its damn nice..ya..

going for ballet after i do abit of my hw..hvt gone for balet in an awfully long tym..like three days in a row no ballet? its juz mad..hehe..

okiedokie..i beta go now..take care..dun think will b up dating for awhile ya..ok..buhbye..muacks..

abigail...i miz u wid all my heart...

2004-06-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

i miz abigail so much...
so happy for her...
abi won e competition...
n has won a one year scholarship...
free ballet education...
cool rite...haha...
my meimei rockz...
faster come back...
i'll b e happiest girl on earth...
haiz...silly girl...
msg ms lee until so touching...
u make me cry u noe...
bout stomp n us being wid u...
juz could not control myself....
when xinyi da jie read it...
she ozo cried...n told me she miz u alot when she gave me a hug...
abi meimei...
we all miz u to pieces...
ya....haiz...half a year has passed....
i reali miz my dear abi....
hiyo...cry until my eyes so puffy e nex day...
hmmmm....my eyes reali hurt....
hehe...ya....come back asap ya...

hmmm...tired...okgtg...blog another day...
gotta finish project...take care...bye...nitez...

preveiw

2004-06-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

so tired...
ahhhhh...
ytd was e preview...
first we had a stupid talk as usual...
den we went up to our holding rooms to prepare...
we e modern dancers we so angry coz all e teachers...
esp ms woo kept forgetting bout e dancers...
so annoying...
pilar n sasa were damn fustrated...hahaz...

we had one run through before e actual thing started...
n e stupid skool...
did not feed us properly...
we were all starving...
mel b n i were planning to faint when e music comes on...
sadly...that did not turn out rite...haha...lolz...

during e tech run...
my silly jiejie...
realised she did not bring her jazz shoez...
so she had to call her maid to bring it for her...
calls n msges were coming in n out...
finally her maid came wid her shoez...
n u noe hu went to collect it...
her poor poor meimei me!
n of course nadia jiejie...
poor gal had to run down in her point shoes...
hahaz...we saw one lady sitting at e reception...
so i asked her...
r u carol's maid....
den e lady was so blur i den realised it wasnt her...
haha...so pai seh...
finally when i got up...
jiejie was so greatful n happy...
she gave me a big hug...

when e real thing was starting...
hey ya girls went down to e fes court...
i saw abi...wad e hell...
she was in her clown costume...
she scared e hell outta me...
i went to hide behind jiejie...
i almost cried...i was tearing...
i was bad enuf...
later all my make up mudge...
stupid gal...
she beta not do dat on e third again....

after that everything went well...
esp e jazz dance...
it was so pop tt ppl were asking when e jazz was coming on...
unfortunatly...e guest would not b able to see e dance...
so unfair...

my jiejie was so good k....
she finally didi her double pirouette...
n she did it so well without bubbling up n down in e end...
once again she gave me a big hug for helping her...
hahaz...she veri cute...
my jiejie rocks!!!!
i love her...

ya...went home wid deardear...
so late...
i was yawning all e way...
haiz....

okok... i g2g le...
two days to skool n i hvt finish my hw...
i m so dead...
nvm...
dun think i'll b e onli one..
haha...ok take care all...
buhbye...have fun returning to skool!
muackz...

haiz...sigh!

2004-06-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

my life is in a big mess.
i dunno wad to do.
alomost everything is going wrong.
but i hav found someone to share my probs wid.

e camp is starting tomoro
n i cant go.
no ballet no nothing.
there is nothing to keep me occupied.

life at ballet rocks.
but some things r still not rite.
despite e fact ms lee n e rest r back from nz...
kitty n i are getting closer.
while others r juz drifting away.

in skool.
getting so sick of e stupid hey ya dance.
n modern dance doesn't seem to make me as happy
as i am in ballet.
n oh man.
e onli reason i go to skool is becoz of frenz
n becoz i am forced to.
i am like so dead tired.
eveyday u c ppl coming to skool wid panda eye's like mrs joseph's
hehe!lolz.....
neway n ozo becoz i wanna c my jazz dance.
it so rocks ok!haha...
jiejie does it so damn well.

skool is round e corner.
i dun wanna go back!

ok gtg le.
will juz leave u wid e lyrics of hey ya
take care!muackz!

My baby dont mess around
because she loves me so
and this i know fo sho

but does she really wanna
but cant stand to see me
walk out the door

dont try to fight the feelin
cause the thought alone
is killin me right now

thank god for mom and dad
for stickin together
cause we dont know how

[Chorus]
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya

[Verse]
you think u got it
ohhh u think u got it
but got it just dont get it

cause theres nothing at allll
ah allllll ah allllll
ah alll ah allllll

we get together
ohhh we get together
but seperate's always better

when's theres feelings involed
ah alllll ah allllll
ah alllll ah allllll

?? "nothing lasts foreverrr"
then what makes then what makes
then what makes then what makes
then what makes love the exeception

so why-o why-o
why-o why-o why-o
are we so in denial
when we know we're not happy hearrr

[Chorus (Andre 3000 Talking)]

(Ya'll dont wanna hear me you just wanna dance)
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
(dont want to meet your daddy)
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
(just want you in my caddy)
heeey ya
(dont want to meet your momma)
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
(just want to make you comma)
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
(im im im just being honest)
heeey ya

[Andre 3000 (Guys)]
hey! alright now alright now fellas
(yeaaa) now whats cooler than being cool? (ICE COLD!!)

i cant hear ya i say whats..whats cooler than being cool (ICE COLD!!!)

Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright,Alright

[Andre 3000 (Ladies)]
Ok now ladies (yeeaaaa) We gon break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now dont HAVE me break this thing down for nothing I wanna see ya'll on ur BADDDEST behavior
Lend me some sugar
i AM ur neighbor

Ah hear we go now

Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it like a polaroid picture
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sugar
Shake it like a polaroid picture

[Andre 3000 talking]
now all Beyonces and Lucy Lui's
and Baby Dolls get on the floor
u know what to dooooooooo
u know what to dooooooooo
ahhh u kno what to do

[Chorus]

2004-06-19T10:45:00.000+08:00

tym pass so fast.
it has been one week since ms lee has returned.
yuppers.
oh ya oh ya!!!
i am taking exam!!!!
hehe...but i am not going for e camp =(
so sad...
nvm...later dat stupid ms ong scold me again.
stupid ms ong is such a bitch ok.
i reali reali have her!
she keeps holding me back from going to ballet
n i get reali fustrated.

ballet as usual. ya.
cca is now almost everyday!
which is taking up my toopid ballet tym.
wait. ballet is not stupid!
it rox!

neway,arts alive *i mean dead*
rehersals are going on.
ytd,hey ya reali sucked.
we all forgot our steps.
haha.as usual.me e stupid blur toot.
everyone happily turn to their partner.
onli me happily looking around to work my brain
to make it think properly
to let it find out wad to do nex.
ytd it was reali slow.
we totally ruined it.

e doll dance was reali good.
my fav part was when e dolls were dancing.
vanessa n sasa were reali good.
there was one point vanessa had to fouette en pointe
she had a nice spotting of head but her arms were dropping.
yup.

e jazz dance was super.
my carol tan rocked!!!
*jiejie:i hav to tell u again.u were so good.
like e begining part u all do e forward shoulder shrug to e front
u were so good.n ozo e body wave.u are e best!
still gotta change ur pose!!!!u repeated one twice!haha.

ok !i juz found out dat girl's name.
haha.ya.
it was all my imagination i think.
coz i was msging her last nite.
she claims she is already attached to another modern dancer.
thank god....haha...
she reali scared me.hehe.
think this all boils down to wad e stupid nicola did to me.
now i am so paranoid.haha.
yupyup.
ppl who told me she was nice,
u all are rite.she is.
yupyup.ok.gtg le tc!
buhbye.
yamaha...here i come for ballet!

they're coming back!!!

2004-06-12T11:13:00.000+08:00

can u believe it?
its 11 n i juz woke up.
so late.
suppose to meet deardear,kitty n sam at 12.15.
hehe.well actually.nvm.
i cant wait to see ms lee tomoro.
e min we all step into class.
we"ll keep smiling at her.
den she"ll ask us"wad?"
den she"ll smile back.
hahaz.
after dat she"ll ask us to go to her.
n say spare me two mins of ur tym.
den she"ll start asking us if we worked
when she wasnt around.
n everybody will b like nodding heads n smiling none stop.
ms lee"ll ozo ask if we gave amelia n see hang probs.
hahaz.guess i noe ms lee too well.
yepp.den she will start class by saying ok go to e barre.
or ok center or e best way shall we do hiphop for warm up?
hehez.

yar.u noe something.
we dint do jazz ytd n we happily forgot bout it.
n we finally got e bye part rite.
den wen yang was like starting at us.
haha.so funny.

after claz went beach to celebrate dad"s bday.
ya so nice.
hmmmm.

btw deardear: wad do u want for ur bday?

n did i mention,
on thursday i had to use e piano instead of e barre
coz dere were too mani ppl
n me n shaan had to stand infront of wen yang korkor.
den tree, kitty n jiajia happily
"aiyo!so poor thing" idiot u noe!!!!
huh!i so angry.
yar.

today e first thing i gonna do when i get home is hw.
gotta finish my so much hw by sunday
coz got cca all dat.
wont have tym to do n worst of all
mom wont allow me to go for ballet n dance.
n on monday e seniors r gonna b back.
so muz faster finish my hw.
ya ok..
betta not talk so much liaoz..
gtg...take care...

i miz them... i miz them alot!!!!!!!!

2004-06-11T15:11:00.000+08:00

faster come back!
i wanna c my ms june lee again!!!
ms lee...u betta b missing me!
on saturday...
e minute she said bye to us n wen yang...
i could not stop tearing.
i miz ms lee.alot alot alot.
i miz xinyi.
cant wait to c them on monday.
hehe.so exciting.

den after class went mph
i called xinyi jiejie.
she say she will rite letters to us.
she ozo said she'll miz me.
haiz.will miz her i mean i am missing her too...
ya.den talked to phoebe.
she so nice.
haiz.

on monday nite.
i dream of abi meimei.
i miz her so much.
dream dat she came back to visit us.
gave her a long hug.
i love to hug her.
she's so cuddly.
den we were both so happy
we started crying on each others shoulder.
sigh.
onli if dat could b true.

amelia tot us on sunday,wed,thurs n today she teaching again.
on tuesday,see hang tot us.
did so many pirouettes until we dizzy.
amelia is a real good teacher.
had fun during her classes.
sadly she was so sick on wed n thurs.
haiz.e sight of her made me feel so giulty.
ya.cant wait for ballet later.
meetin reina,kitty n other ppl.
ya.okiez.gtg.
take care all.
byez...

2004-06-05T09:12:00.000+08:00

i am so bored...
i reali dunno wad e hell to do besides hw...
dread it....

haiz...
so sad....
gonna miz all my jiez at ballet...
ozo gonna miz kelly...
cant c her beautiful dancing le....
omg ok....
she dance super well lorx...
most of all gonna miz phoebe n xinyi...
my dearest jiez at ballet...
dey r juz so nice....
hmmm...
oh ya!!!how could i forget...
i will miz my darling....
MS LEE...or should i say MRS MCFERSON....
hehez...
leaving at eight later in e evning....
yarz...

there was no ballet yesterday...
eat wid family day...
we all tot ms lee make it up...
but someone juz found out dat it is actually true...
it was some international eat w family day..
or something to do w tat effect...
yar...
so mom brought us...didi n me to esplanade...
we went to e library dere...
its so cool k!!!
there were like so mani dance books dere...
one whole like section of it...
so borrowed three...
it was juz way cooool....wheee~

on thursday...
ms lee was so evil...
she actually continued e hip hop dance w/o us!!!
n e dance is like so touf...
haiz...hopefully amelia will teach it to us today...
when we go for second class...
coz by then...
ms lee would hav left for e air port...

cant wait to go for ballet today...
i wanna give ms lee my best before she goes...
n i wanna c her not so pretty face...=p
hehez...*naughty lil me!*
neway...as i was saying...
i wanna give her my best...
so tt when she goes to new zealand...
n sits under e kiwi tree...
to decide hu is taking e exam...
she will think of me...
n hopefully...
her mind says something gd to her...
n tt my schl results...haiz...
would juz stay outta her mind for dat period of tym...

okie...
meeting deardear n jiayi jiejie later...
jiejie bring us for ballet..
yay...yar...g2g do hw le...
tok to ya soon...bye...

life is bad...reali bad...

2004-05-29T09:07:00.000+08:00

haiz...
not in e mood for anithing rite now...
went around to read blogs...
everyone is jus so stressed n worked up coz of e results...
my mom does not want me to take pre ele
she says ballet is taking up too much of my tym
she says ballet is making me so drained out...
physically n mentally...
she onli wants me to go for ballet twice a week...
is she nutz?
if i dun go for ballet e no of tyms i m supposed to
i might as well die n not hav a life...
coz if dere is not enuf ballet life is juz meaningless...
having to face funny kind o probs n all dat...
life is juz i real waste of tym...

got my report book ytd..
stupid damn teacher is full of shit...
oh no...i dint concentrate in class...
*ya rite*
mdm voon...hate her...
think she is so super perfect
*lik wadeva...*
my results r juz simply lik crap...
dn cried for awhile before going for ballet...
dn on e way for ballet...
msg jiejie...stoopid gal...
nv reply...huh!

at yamaha...
i toked to deardear bout results
n we talked bout our probs n talked bout jiejie...
hehez...at ballet...after e first few exercises at e barre...
i felt so much beta...
i had no more worries bout my results...
n dis is e onli form of relexation...
n mom does not wanna let me go?
haiz...dunno larz...

on wed had performance...inez...
she happily put make up for me...
ok larx...nice...
but so thick...so hard to come of....
dn went for hey ya...
dint go for ballet...when for tuition instead...

on thurs...mid year cleaning...
so fun...
dn had hey ya again...
e dance is lik so cool ok...
hahahahahaz...
yup...
den stayed to talk to
inez,deardear jiejie,nicole,pilar,mel jie n nadia...
dn i went home wid jiejie n nicole...
hahaz...dey both so funny...
*love u both*
den had to miz a bus...
coz we had to do dis dumb servey bout eating...hahaz...
yarz...so retarded....
den jiejie n nic had a talk wid me bout something reali important...
probably e same talk jiejie had wid deardear....

*deardear:i nv call u nana lee already ok...
n dun call me melmel chan...cant stand it...
neither can i sit or squat it...lalala... =p

i wanna go to yamaha n stay dere for eva...
its such a peaceful place....

ytd jus found out wad a camp means...
n deardear 'patrick' tree tree n e rest of us were lafing away...
hahaz...u wont wanna noe wad it reali means...
had so much fun...
all my trobles faded away until i got home again...
den eveyone at home was stressing me up...
haiz...i dunno wad to do...
frenz,dance,results...
i m juz hanging on a thread...
wid no one to save me...
n even worst...
since im so fat n haevy...
e thread will break ani tym now...

gtg le...
ballet is around e corner...
yay!
tc...

*deardear n jiejie...
meimei love u alot alot alot...
miz u jiejie....
cya later deardear...

2004-05-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

so long nv update...
got lotza things to say starting from e first day of ballet
in two super long weeks...
so long nv feel my muscles aching n alive n going...
hahaha...
n no dance in skool ozo some more...
haiz...

first class was on sat e 15 of may...
had such a good class...lalala...
i was dunno y so satisfied wid meself
for working dat day...
it was such an easy class compared to e other free classes
ms lee gives us...
wid her free grand allegro n stuff...
her battement here battement there
n her fav pirouettes...
so fun...hahaz...
n for once i get her free stuff at e first go...
hehez...
dn as usual...somebody...
no names mentioned...
stand at e back n act blur...
i mean not act blur
coz she is blur...hehez...
sorri...lalala...*evil lafter*
oh ya...n dn i did thripples...hahaz...
it was such a gud feeling...
hehez...dn as usual...
ms lee n her crap...
after doing our reverance
ms lee ask us to wait for her to take her things
n go out of e studio before letting us go...
hahaz...so funny...yupyupyup...

dn on e 16...
was so bored at home
so mom brought e whole fam to botenic gardens...
*dunno how to spell...hehex*
dn e sso was performing...
hahaz...dn dey play e hungarian song...
hahaz...almost got up n dance...
dn went to play soccer wid my bro...
happily both of us run for e ball
n e jk of e day...
i fell down coz e floor so muddy...
fall down nvm...
so muddy n i was wearing white...
dn went home wid a big brown patch on my butt...
hahaz...could feel everyone staring at me...
so paiseh....hahahaha...*blush wid hands covering face*
haiz...it was horrid ok...

dn on monday e 17...
e nex ballet lesson...
mr ng did not come...
so e whole class became a kios...
hahaz...our class got new visualizer
so can freeze e pic...
dn abi n me went to lik take'pic'
hahaz...so fun...
dn we draw e background on e board...
so funny...dn we play n play...

had 3h of ballet...
so tiring but fun...
did ele class dn pre ele...
did lotsa stretching...
felt gud...but it hurt alot...hehez...

18 may...
mr ng make us watch it...
my goodness...
*i noe...in e hospital..*
so scary ok...
e clown suddenly pop out of e drain...
so scary...n everytime i scream...
e whole class will follow dun ask me y...
even when not scary i scream...
coz i scared...hehe..
dn later did not dare go toilet fearing e clown pop out of e drain...
super scary lorz...no wonder deardear so scared...
hahaz...now i noe...eeeee....
now my class got phobia of drains n clowns...

dn after skool went straight for ballet...
went to watch kelly dance...but in e end we ende up dancing...
she dance so nice...
den jacky...ms lee's daughter n justinion came...
dey both so cute...hahaz...
den i dance dis dance...
so funny...
suppose to end chase pas de bourre dn double pirouette...
den happily i did chase pas de bourre run run grand jete...
den everyone happily standing behind me smiling at me...
ms lee ozo liddat lorz...
when i did e run run i still can smile so nice at ms lee some more...
n she still can smile back can?
dn when i look around n no one around me i turn around...
dn i saw germ happily smiling her teeth off...idiot...
dn everybody including kelly n e oder seniors n deardear...
laf so loud...so paiseh...hahaz...
dn ms lee n me ozo laf...so everyone was lafing...
so funny...hahaz...

den had my own class...i work so hard my towel was super wet...
n i could sqeeze water outta it...hehez...

n today i am aching lik mad...
was walking around turned out lik nothing...hahaz...
coz if i walk normally even more pain...sigh...

den during dance ms ong ask me.. y u walk liddat...
dn she said something bout dressing nicly n walking liddat or something...ya...haha...so tired..dn rush home for tuition...
so tired...i going to sleep liaoz...hahaz...
okiez...gtg le...wanna slp...
everyone tc yarz..hehe...buhbye...muackz... =p

2004-05-19T09:08:00.000+08:00

later go home n update again...
lalala...
in skool...having some crap programme...
buhbye...tc...
hahazz...

2004-05-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

ballet ballet faster come...
wads taking ms lee so long
to tell kelly there is class...
n for kelly to tell germ there is class...
n for germ to tell me dere is class...
so that i an tell deardear there is class?

oh no no!!!
did i jus see a beetle flying out somewhere!!!
help me!
i m stranded on a chair all by myself...
n no one to save me from e beetle...

i got no voice alredy...
ytd abi n melody happily onli...
making me scream...
den we laugh so much....
den had to teach abi her grd 6 work...
demi pointe on chemen,pas de bourre
n fisrt port de bras...
hahaz...it was horrid...
coz i could not remember e pas de bourre...
hahaz...
keep doing wrong...
den abi happily onli follow me do e wrong thing...

den we watch e concert vcd...
so paiseh!!!
aiyo...
deardear happily show everyone hu goes to her house
e vcd some more...
now hu is e vcd wid?
jia yi!!

den we watch center stage n save e last dance...
melody went home at three thirty
abi went home at five thirty...

*deardear:sorri u could not come...
dun ask me y abi was strongly agaist it
but melody kinda lyk pitted u...haha...

so tired....hahaz..
come to think about it...
i juz woke up...
its so peaceful wid no one at home...
my bro went to schl...hahaz!

my eyes are so puffy...
last night my mom my bro n me
were talking bout psle
n every time i talk bout psle
i will think of my pathetic psle marks...
which supposedly brought me to 1/8
i dunno larx..
but e day i got back my results...
22 december...
i juz could not stop crying...
n dat day i had to go for ballet...
two class some more...
den when e seniors see me dey keep asking me wad happened..
den dis super smart amelia saw me at bk during e break
she reali comforted me...
den at yamaha...
one of my best jiez...xinyi...
had to give me a big hug...den she sayang me...
hahaz...so sweet...
aniwaez...juz to let everyone noe...
i am not as smart as u all think i m...
juz becoz i am in 1/8
i reali need some one to scold me when i dun study...
n i wanna be lyk jiejie...study everyday...
n not think of dance so much...
but i juz cant help but get carried away...

*deardear jiejie:when i am not studying...
i want u to scold me...deardear say u veri fierce
n i noe i will listen to you...
jiejie...please help me...
n i want a big big hug from u...

*deardear:there is ballet today at six...
so go for ballet okay...
love ya!!
do ur best...

*korkor:i wan my hug too!! =P

2004-05-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

hahaz...exam over!!!
yay!~
i wanna go back for ballet...
waiting for germaine or someone to msg
me rite deardear...
sigh...she is lyk takin so long...

melody n abigail r at my house...
jus finish talking to deardear on e phone...
veri tired...sigh...
going to sleep liaoz...
zzzz...

playing snap...
hahaz...
so lame...
wahahaha...hahaz...
i m loosing!

all deardear n jiejiez fault...
dey all make me so slow...
hahaz..now i so blur lyk dem...

i m so outta luck
playing blackjack...
ahaz...as usual...i losing...

okiez...gtg...buhbye...

hahaz..new bloggy!!

2004-05-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

testing testing...